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Name: Frodo(really just forget
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Birthday: 10/25/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: If you know me well enough to click this link you probly already know them
Expertise: medieval martial arts/techniques, horse back riding, fucking around, ya know the usual
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Member Since:
3/7/2004
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| - yeah well im posting on shit.........see im saying shit......and i dont care......ive come to the conclusion that i will get married if i move to a southern state where the father wants the daughter to marry me because i am a new blood line, and then i have a non rusting truck........otherwise im toasted.......quite frankly i dont give a shit at the same time i do........2 days in a row now i went up to a park by myself and watched the sun go down bc i had nothing better to do.........home is lonely enough but i have to go do that? im bored outa my mind, i am on edge because im not getting all the caffeine i need.........i have a chemical dependency for thoes of you who arent observant............yet on the other hand i like this being alone because i dont have to hear stupid crap.............my only hope for love in this city is whiskey.........no not getting the date drunk, i have standards......im saying ill find love in long term sleeping. I have this little theory, and this theory is that the good and decent guys in this world are rare not because of guys, but because girls have trained things to be that way, ive seen too many guys i know start off good and fall out, and personally im not too far off that too. The simple reasoning would be that girls taunt guys too frequently, meaning to or not, doesnt matter the fact is thats what happenes....course then some girls have gone whorish.........thats speaking for allot to their credit........and lastly this is to all you girls........dont ever say that your a nice guy and some girl is going to be lucky bull shit......it really is bullshit think about it if some girl is going to be so lucky then why the hell arent you interested. if i am somehow an unclaimed lottery ticket WTF! is the problem with taking it off the ground? yeah i think i have illustrated a point. honestly i find it more demeaning for a girl to say that stuff to me than if she was to tell me to fuck off......honestly when they say that all i think of anymore is that i am some sort of RESUME' that is being used to judge the rest on.......like hey you have all we are looking for but, we are going to pick up this drunkard bastrard who is going to knock me up and run away..........give me a break no legit company does that flat out, but girls do....DEFIES LOGIC...........i think i made my point........now if youve read this far, and give a hoot n hell........and are incapable of deriving meaningul message out of this about how I am doing then here ya go, i feel miserably alone and its killing me out of boredom and feeling of lack of meaning or affection back to me. i feel like i am wasting my time doing the right thing for no result............screwing off for now | | |
| SOB this is some stupid ass shit, i mean i know i can bitch like hell, and rather constructively but really. In morality class i pown everyone, i say something and these shit heads suddenly realize how the world is and that im fucking right about poverty......its simple logic people........anyways im fucking pissed at allot of shit right now, and quite frankly im glad i have a huge truck bc traffic leaves me beotherwise id be punting them off the road and into a ditch.*PUNTS a KIA*yeah off that topic, im beginning to see the sexist logic that a few of my uncles have, "Only trust things that either have a penis or did before it was removed." If it has a penis you can beta the hell outa it for screwing you over and the courts dont care, and if it had a penis at one point it wont screw you over because it doesnt care about girls you know.....mainly this is a compiling of stupid crap ive been putting up with.......youd think i could atleast get one respectable date in the last year...........winter dance was a PILE OF SHIT sophmore year and that basically sums up the year after that point............yeah i had one "date" if you want to call it that, cept a girl that has had sex more times than i have been denied does not constitute a date, a russian mail order bride isnt a real bride now is it? yeah same logic bitches. best ive managed thus far.......ironically now i am at the point where im so fucking pathetic and deprived of any real direction that my friends agree with my dad and say "dude get laid" im glad i got MORALE support, i wouldnt call that moral support, but its only one letter right? maybe i wouldnt care this damn much if it wasnt so fucking consistant and that i do have good intents. and preceive that by the fact all the girls ive met in the last year, have ended up as friends eventhough their dads approve of me and like me WTF! id be a trusted person you think that might do some little shit.......nope..................get the fuck off my card board box now alright? its all i got, and i swear if you try and take me out of this whole ill do evil to you................no really, lets be sensible i want to be a good person yet i get nothing for it, unless you count self loathing?..................and lastly when i get all sorts of letters from the Citadel and other military non such what do you think im looking at as a career? yeah..........and testicular cancer? it might be a blessing because then it wouldnt matter what i did anymore because i wouldnt have to worry or think about a future..........i hope all your nuts go rot off..........if your offended by my posting in this fashion stop reading it or suck my dick either way i wount have to listen to your complaints | | |
| AND, i almost forgot.....RANDY FUCKED HIS CAR....its funny as hell...during sats he left his lights on and POWND if battery, i mean fucking pownd it......i tried to jump his car, but get this his battery was so dead that my big ass enging at 3000 rpm barely made his car TRY i mean suck at tryign to turn over. like randys car wnet click click....and leave it to Dan Mcnerny to have a wise ass comment of brilliance....he said wow randy ur car evolved enough in a few minutes to make a clicking noise, that usually takes millions of years.....you went from a million years ago to 10,000 years ago in just a matter of a minute | | |
| well damn i have really neglected this shit.......well neways not much is going on.......for anyone who cares im still the only one who touches my fun stuff.......cept that akward cough thing at the doctor........their hands are cold.........neways.........so i got bored and figured out that a WEEK of insurance is 13.83 while a week of gas(if you figure 29 gallons) is 62.35, at 2.15 a gallon for gas. scary huh?........took sats today....damn that was boring.......4 hours of WTF!!!!!!!! and BRAIN-UN-GASM basically i found them an insult and non challenging......now i understand why people took them high the second time around the first was abd enough....so add kicked in and made it more fun......then i went to TX welll FUCK TOM,.... my stuff is too big or what not bc scri said so bc tom is a technical dumbfuck and said i was good to go, which tech director is sposed to do but he doesnt fucking talk with scri.......that fuck sucker......he knows his shit just not what to do with it......hes flingin it at a wall like a monkey at the zoo. sad sad patheic......anyways..........so im both bored shitles and in some transient state of unconnected connection......i feel more connected to my horse than people.....which is both weird and comforting.........i know i lack sufficient connections to other people, but of course that is my own fault. i know im rough as hell on the edges,,,,,and to kill that rough you need a table saw, then 50 grade belt sander then 180 grade sand paper, then 300 on a sanding block, then 600 by hand.......then a polishing wheel.....and lastly hand rubbed carnuba wax..........either that will take one girl more dedicated that Marge Simpson or its going to take a team of girls............anyways back to something relevant yeah i feel more connected to something that doesnt fucking talk..and im not talking about my dick you ADD people( ADD IS NOT AMERICAN DENTAL ASSOCIATION IT IS ATTENTION DEFICT DISORDER!) basically horseback riding is my biggest joy.......why because i am with something that respects me foremost and from that level of respect there is love and when riding i am challanged more and more by him as i challenge him more, to work hrader, and control him more efficiently as he works to chuck my ass to the ground........im still winning that one by like 20-0, im not over confident im just that damn good bitches................
Closing statement......... IF IF IF any of you are offended by my shit well fuck you......why because if your reading my posts you should be well aware that i am an adjusted person and speak my mind how i wish so bite me for being offended........and if you are not offened, well that means your a damn decent person with a good head and have a level of understanding that make your mind *BLEEP* out my cussing.........or flat out dont care.... | | |
| WOW HOLY CRAP....it seems our loveable stoner neighbors are moving......or maybe some of the,. In any case its cool with me.....NO MORE 3 AM YELLING....thoes fuck ass bastards.......now that they are cleared out somewhat now all iwant is the one dude to fix his piece of shit car. It has been in the same spot almost as long as ive had my ass in this chair.....If you dont know me well enough that is basically eternity. Well snowday is what today was...I worked.....big whoop huh? Yes i worked and made minimal money. Enough for a few days of Gas. That works i guess. And off to life..............SOB!!!! | | |
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